There was never a day pass by, without me, not thinking of you. All the memories you left, all the smile and tears, all the happiness and sadness, will forever stay with me. You know me well, better than anyone else. You know I don’t have, and I won’t have anyone else. Not even to go back to my parents. You know that when I’m sick, I would lay on the bed, holding the pain alone. You know those days, I was under depression, and I cried while you sleep, and hug you with tears. It was hard to let go. It was very hard, to live in this house, looking around and still seeing your smile. It was hard waking up, not having another arm wrapping me to sleep.
All I want you to know is, I want you to be happy. Don’t think too much about me. Whatever decision you made, is right. I was happy to be able to get married, with someone who used to love me so much. Every moment of those days, will be remembered and cherish. You know I couldn’t hate you. You know I couldn’t hate anyone. All I ask, is for you to be truly happy. So, keep living well.
Thank you for giving me the chance to be a wife. Thank you for all your cares and love, you once had for me. Continue doing what you do best, to be kind. You are a good husband, no matter what everyone said. Don’t regret whatever that has happened, there is no right and wrong. There is only those good times we spend together, and some lessons learned.
Soon, I will be moving away from your life. Do your best in your future, I always know you can. And I have faith that you will be a better person.
Remember when I told you to take care, while I’m not around? And you asked me, where am I going? I’m not going anywhere.
So this is it. Don’t think too much about me. Take care of yourself. All the best for your future. Be happy, and live well.
Lots of care,