Its me. Listen here. I just knew about this. About your personality. Yeah, all this you thought it was normal. But it was not. It gets harder as you grow up. As many people trying to get to your life.
You need to be strong. Your future husband is there. Stop hurting him, stop hurting yourself.
Learn. Learn to accept the present. Learn to smile, to laugh, to be your cheerful self around him. Open yourself up. He’s not gonna hurt you, he won’t hurt you, he wont. Trust me.
Please trust me for once, he won’t hurt you.
Hold on to him. Soon.
17 December 2016