A Thought Of Her

11208765_10204249056648947_896605641_nย She stood in front of the balcony. Fresh calm air blew her hair covered her eyes, spectacular view of the harbour preparing it cruise sailing braved through the turqoise ocean. She was captivated. Mesmerized by the adorable scene. Never in her imaginary dream she would be there, in Marina Island.

Life of her have been a pleasure journey so as she speak. She learn to love the moment, looking forward for the coming days, drowning in love with herself.

Few days ago, she won the best presenter team for her final year presentation. She deserved it. It was expected. They say.

She sometime. All the time, full with doubt, insecurity, tho she try hard, she couldn’t convince herself enough. She needed trust, most important, she need to believe in herself. Because her soul is a miracle maker in every breath she took.

Walking so bravely, she intent to make her surrounding bright. Yet she blush away from the sun, itself.

The cold ground she used to walk on, by time shaken her, to hold herself up, yes she did.

Little did she know, what lies in the end as she chose the path. For each of her tiny dreams, one by one, came true.

And so, she’s afraid to wish. A sinful dreamers.

Truly, in deepest sincerity of wishing you well.

Aila x Marina Island x 30052015

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Preparation.

Right on this day. Four weeks left before I end my first degree study. I have made memories, beautiful and painful through my four years. I’ve tasted temporary love, life long friendship, supporting family, wise person guidance, and helpful strangers in which every person have touched my life with their existence.

And also a reminder for self, forย six weeks to prepare myself to a real life challenges. Looking back how my plan make it 360 degree changed. Of studying overseas, to something much better, Alhamdulillah ๐Ÿ™‚

To be a business traveler. So much gratitude to this day. The sweet humble credit received from UKM Career, Canada wise person, CEO of business plan, Mr. George, Mdm Hani and Mr. Alex. #feelingblessed ๐Ÿ™‚

Last, but not least.. Divergent. My final year study group, which basically help me to get through my final sem A LOT! We crushed our final accounting presentation with the idea of presenting our own video presentation (we made two!). It was totally awesome!! (pray that we will win the best presentation group ๐Ÿ˜€ Insya Allah )

– I have improved in my self confident and public speaking by practicing almost everyday. God knows how much effort we made to make Divergent stand out – the highlight of my final year study. Thank you Ka Yee Loh, Soh Shu Ying, Zahrin Shah and Nabila too ๐Ÿ˜‰

Pray for my safety and blessings in my days ahead. May whoever read this always be in the best health and the highest of iman, Ameen ๐Ÿ™‚

Selamat malam.

I will miss you, Malaysia. I do.

A work in progress. His and only His mere creation of a slave, forever a learner.

Miss Aila, 23052015 2007hours, Kepong Malaysia

IlmFest – A life Changer

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You pray to Allah for Him to ease your day.

But sometimes, Allah is not interested in changing your circumstances. But Allah want to change YOU.

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What is the life of this world but amusement and play?

but verily the Home in the Hereafter,-

that is life indeed, if they but knew. (QS 29 : 64)

My sincere gratitude for Al Maghrib Institute for giving me the opportunity to be one of their scholarship student.

It has been a blessed weekend, in which have help me to understand Islam deeper and better than before.

‘We pray that this will reach you in the best of health and in the highest of iman.’

“Istikarah prayer is not about dreams or signs, but it is to let go and give full dependence of all our affair to Him. For He is The Most Knowledgeable. May be if it is good for us, He will guide and ease our matter. For if it is bad, may He replaced it with something better.” – Yasmin Mogahed.

Jazakumullahu khairanย katsiran wa jazakumullah ahsanal jaza.

1001 Memories In Heart

Writing this under stress. But am not gonna admit that. With everything is reaching due date, assignment and stuffs. While I made my decision to be at home for this few days, not a single work done!

Shifting my focus back to what happen today,

Fatin Liyana Izzati, my matriculation classmate got married! I was decisive at first, whether to attend her reception or to stay rested at home, but then I found myself driving to her house while reminiscing the good old time I had during my matriculation year.

Time flies. How time flies so fast it left me hanging here, stronger, alone. Maybe not alone, I have Allah with me, the Only Creator ๐Ÿ™‚

The bright beautiful day went well, I was there to witnessed her calm solemnization day. Alhamdulillah.

And the cliche questions get back to me. ‘Who am I with for now?’ ‘You look very active, takkan tak ada berkenan, juai mahai’ and the questions goes on. Yeah, I have been asking the same question to myself tho, repeatedly. Maybe Allah is keeping the secret until I’m ready ๐Ÿ™‚

And I always pray for my significant half to prepared himself, with iman, knowledge, and responsibility. While I am struggling to perfecting myself too.

Life after graduation will soon be an exciting journey, and tiring for sure. If my internship days have taught me to be independent and strong, challenging working life shall create a better character inside of me.

For whatever Allah’s plan, I seek refuge and helps solely to Him. May everything goes eased. Insya’Allah.

Before I leave, will you keep our promise? Promise me you will keep our friendship forever? (ES)

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Miss Aila M

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The Day Everything Goes Right

Chill, cold morning breeze from my window as I am writing this at Perak. Bought my last minute train ticket due to extremely bored four days of long holiday in campus.

My one and only midsem paper went well. In fact, a lot of things went well for the past few weeks. Alhamdulillah.

Attended first islamic comference, Game Changer by Yasmin Mogahed is one of this amazing year treasure.

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While during half of the conference, I had to catch my signing event at PJ, rushing back and forth, both of the event went well ๐Ÿ™‚ Attended on-boarding session during Malaysia Professional Accounting Signing event was truly a blast! Among 30 professional student signing sponsorship agreement to complete our professional examination, knowing I was the youngest at 23 years old to do the signing (which means I’ve earn my second scholarship!) So much to thank Allah ๐Ÿ™‚

Good news flows all by His wills, Axiata confirmed to send me abroad on working with their financial team for a new project in an over-populated country, such biggest challenge they have given me.

I have yet to receive their offer letter, to my surprise, Dad gave his green light just like that! *WOW*

Praying for everything to be ease. Counting down days for my first working abroad experience ๐Ÿ˜€

Jazakumullah Khairan Katsiran Wa Jazakumullah Ahsanal Jaza :’)

Aila M